Going to work each day; makes me realize how quickly time is flying and how fast my girls are growing and changing, makes me more appreciative of the time we spend together as a family, and often leaves me with a lump in my throat as I am driving away from the house early in the morning...because the fact of the matter is that I miss them when I'm away.
Not that it surprises me...it just catches me off gaurd all the time. I knew I would miss them when I returned to work fulltime I just couldn't comprehend the extent I guess until I was living it. So yes, I miss those faces...a lot.
Lindsay just seems so grown up all of a sudden...her face just looks older to me...I study her face alot. Kendal...well she is just talking up a storm and is so adorable. Each morning when I go into her room to get her out of bed, she begins telling me everything she knows...all at once...while I'm changing her diaper she will go from discussing my shirt and what color it is to the trash truck outside and how Terra is scared and we have to tell her it's okay. It's as if she was sitting in her bed before I arrived and was thinking of all the things she wants to tell me. Then there is the two girls together lately and how they play together. They play dress-up, blocks, playdough, hopscotch...and so on...and seeing them get along and play is enough to bring me to tears daily.
Lindsay will have moments each day where she hugs her little sis and tells her she loves her. Kendal now says "I love you" and that could melt your heart in a minute. In fact we were at my dad's the other night and as we we're pulling away Kendal said "I love you Poppy", when I spoke to my dad the next morning he was still marveling at her words...so cute!
So my point of this very long post (much longer and mishmoshed together than I anticipated) is that I miss these faces multiple times throughout each day...I just do!






